Not able to get my State Pension.... at 63yrs

WASPI CAMPAIGN DAY OF DEBATE THURSDAY 14th DECEMBER. 

I was there and gave interview to ITV then went in parliament to lobby my MP & Shadow Chancellor John McDonnell... and tried to watch the debate...... but it was too painful as my situation of now needing and relying on this darn state pension is from the poverty my criminal perpetrator left me ended up sobbing my heart out - the parliamentary staff that know me and the story came huddling round me and the cafe helped with a pot of tea and loads of support ... John could not get to me, he sent a message with you all but was in back to back meetings..... I missed him again today not realising he had a coffee morning and collection of food and supplies of those that need foodbanks in our area of Hayes & Harlington....... but we have to intensify our campaign and I mine for all women ... next year 2018 is the YEAR for WOMEN to SHINE in the STRENGTH that our SISTERS used to WIN a battle for ALL WOMEN to get VOTES FOR WOMEN.... we have a VOICE and we have an X factor that all MPs must remember and be RESPECTFUL off THEIR JOB DEPENDS ON OUR VOTING POWER!

inspired by Marjory Hume the suffragette that chained herself to the statue of Viscount Falkland in parliament... and shouted DEEDS NOT WORDS .... Her and all the sisters fighting for our votes won their battle...... and now we can be in parliament voicing our words and stimulating action on those words...... to improve the support of of those recovering from abuse and needing a STRONG & STABLE PATHWAY OF SUPPORT to be able to heal, detox from the ugliness of violence upon them and move on to rebuild their lives again. Keep signing the petition and I will keep going to APPG meetings and we will get our voices heard. 

Be Safe for Christmas

Keep safe over the season of drink and be merry as the drink leads to violence on women... and women please get rid of him the moment he lifts a hand or fist to you .. Police report and get rid of him... Do not lose your home he should be the one that is sent out not you.... KEEP STRONG it will hurt as I know you will love him....but you love only the mirage of his manipulated deceit on you. You will love the projected persona he deliberately weaves to get you into his tendrils to violate you.... use you and abuse you... Get rid of him STOP him from hurting you for the rest of your life... you have a life to live and there will be some wonderful true partner to come in your life ... or some wonderful mission and project to give you a life.... KEEP STRONG a man ceases to be a man the moment he raises a hand and fist to you and splutters out his toxic words to you......
You are worth more than this girls RECLAIM YOUR LIVES be free for the ugliness of violence and find your inner peace on this Earth.... BE SAFE!

Survivors Flower remain

The remaining flowers from the Survivors Lunch that the London borough of Hillingdon put on for us all for the White Ribbon Day- of course we have to see the results of all the reach out for suggestions on improving the support.  We have Christmas and New Year when the country goes haywire so guess nothing with be done to action our suggestions till 2018.... many of us do not have that time to wait... many of us are going hungry and in desperate need for financial dignity..  Dignity that our perpetrator robbed us off and all part of the abuse upon us.... Amine my perpetrator not found yet ... but he knows that he is being watched by the universe so cannot escape the justice for hurting me ... a woman that was so full of love and care and compassion...and Vincent cannot rest neither perpetrator of 15yrs abuse on me.... all will catch up one day.... but in the meantime it is sad that the system seems to punish me the survivor of all the abuse upon me... 

DWP in the supposed Season of Goodwill

I needed to pay my gas & electric bill so the Jobcentre suggested i applied for a social loan... there is up to £350 permitted..... so I put in the application - only to be told that in the past I have been given a loan and this needs repaying... Today I have this letter so I am to have £7.31 taken out of the £55 a week I get .. remember I get £55 to titrate against the just short of £65 A MONTH NHS pension .. as we all all told that the poor by law must live of £73.10 a week ... out of which housing benefit cap to be paid £9.50 to the London Borough of Hillingdon and council tax they ask for £4.50 I am unsure as I am as I write this mentally stressed with the whole dam thing!

Sometimes you think the perpetrator may as well have murdered you as your life feels well and truly Foxtrot Uniformed Charlie Kilo'd with all the spin off problems of getting out and trying and trying and trying to rebuild your life. 
These dam letters tether you to the past when you are trying to move forward, heal and rebuild.

I have bilateral breast operation history as well as the pin and plate in my arm from his brutal kicking attack on me .... I need to keep warm in the winter as my scar on the breast tissue goes into spasm and you get a strong nerve pain that follow as specific dermatom to the thoracic region...... so I have to have my heating on in the studio OAP bungalow that the LBH housed me in...

I have been having gut problems and seeing my GP this week we have now launched tests for bowel cancer as some symptoms not good. I have some mass feeling in the left iliace fossa so may also need pelvic scan... 

I among the pain I WILL STRENGTHEN THIS CAMPAIGN... as listening to other women survivors there are so many issues of this government failing women to UN DIRECTIVES!

I am grateful to the new signatures... I wish we could go viral and get 1000s as this DWP issue is already viral a social epidemic of failing to support the vulnerable.

I used to feel proud of the UK and my tax to help the vulnerable in times of need and in my time of need.....My goodness I have paid in an enormous amount of tax since my first job in 1969... and feel so utterly let down that now I am in need I get all this hassle.

We need a Strong & Stable support to help us rebuild our lives..... and this could do with the financial dignity restored. 

I will take this letter to Tuesday APPG Poverty Meeting as evidence of the malpolicies of this government!

A Society without Compassion Ceases to be a Society!
Tis the season of Goodwill and the message Jesus brought was that of Compassion - yet we fuzzy this with all the Christmas partying and not realise we fail the message! 

Thank you supporters please keep going with getting signatures I await John's response to this petition... Marjorie